Most Precious Lord Jesus…
Gentle And Wonderful God…
Truly Awesome And Ever-present Holy Spirit…
I am having trouble putting all things into your hands.
I am having trouble trusting you.
Things are unraveling right before my eyes and there isn't anything I can do about it.
How do I trust?
How do I take all things and put them over to you?
Do I just sit here and let things slide while I tell myself you will take care of things?
I can talk to you but generally speaking you don't talk back to me in an audible voice.
You can see me but I can't see you.
Do I wait until there is nothing to be done?
What do I do and how do I do it?
I know I am rambling, Lord.
Sometimes things pile up over me until I am gasping for air and I don't know what to do.
So, I need your help.
Like always, I need your help to trust you.
Sounds pretty pathetic to tell you I need help trusting you.
However, the really great thing is that I know you will help me.
Is this goofy or what?
Already I am beginning to get one of those little moments from you.
Already I hear you tell me to use what I have for your glory.
Already I hear you tell me to glory not in myself or be depressed about myself but to glory in you.
As always, you are right.
Thank you Lord.
You never disappoint.
All these things I humbly pray in the name of my most Blessed Lord Jesus Christ, my Mighty God, and my Ever-present Holy Spirit upon whom I can rely.
Amen